Thursday 10 November 2011

ベトナム消費志向調査

携帯電話、バイク、家庭用洗剤に興味が集中
 今回は、「携帯電話」「飲料」「ヘアケア製品」「バイク」「自動車」「化粧品」「家庭用洗剤」の7分野で質問を設定、回答者の興味は、「携帯電話」「バイク」「家庭用洗剤」に集中することがわかった。これら分野で常に新製品をチェックすると答えた人が、「携帯電話」77%、「バイク」76%、「家庭用洗剤」77%だった。



広告の受容
「ヘアケア製品」に対する関心は高い(76%)が、広告からの影響を受ける割合は低い(65%)。「自動車」「化粧品」「飲料」に関しては、関心があると答えた人はほぼ半数、広告から受ける影響についても同様である。
ベトナム独特の生活スタイルが背景
現在のベトナムでは日常生活に密接に関わる上記3分野に関心が集中し、広告への注目度も高い。一方で、「自動車」「化粧品」という高級品と、日常的に接する「飲料」については、さほど広告から情報を収集しない。前者は高級品であるがゆえ一部消費者の興味に限られている点、後者は、手軽かつ頻繁に飲まれているコーヒーがカフェなど店舗で供されるものであること、また冷蔵庫の普及が進んでいないことが原因として考えられる。

TVCMは情報源として絶大な注目度
全分野で、新製品の情報源として「TVCM」が最多回答を占めた。
男女合計で回答の割合は以下の通り。
「携帯電話」55.7%、「飲料」68.3%、「ヘアケア製品」57.2%、「バイク」51.7%、「自動車」54.8%、「化粧品」63.9%、「家庭用洗剤」67.2%)。
第2位は分野によって異なる。「新聞広告」が「携帯電話」(37.2%)と「自動車」(31.6%)の高級品で注目されている。
「(商品を)見て」という回答は、「飲料」(31.7%)、「バイク」(39.9%)、「家庭用洗剤」(38.6%)など生活必需品といえる分野、また、「友人・知人」が「ヘアケア製品」(35.7%)、「化粧品」(30.2%)と流行に左右される分野で高かった。
インターネット利用は一部男性のみ
インターネットからの情報収集は非常に少ない。「携帯電話」で男性1.7%、女性0%、「バイク」で男女ともに1.7%、「自動車」で男性6.0%、女性3.4%だった。男女比を考慮すると、男性に限ってはインターネットで情報収集を行う人の割合が若干高い。
特に高級品で所有者も少ない「自動車」に関してはインターネットを情報源と考える男性は8回答中4番目に多かった。
サンプル配布などキャンペーンは女性に効果大「サンプル配布などキャンペーン」で新製品の存在を知るという人は、「ヘアケア製品」で男性5.4%、女性17.9%、「化粧品」で男性0.8%、女性16.8%、「家庭用洗剤」男性5.1%、女性20.2%で、圧倒的に女性に多く見られた。
女性に限って見ると、上記の3分野で「キャンペーン」で新製品の存在を知るという回答は、それぞれ3番目に多かった。


強固な口コミ、村社会的背景も
隣国中国も「口コミ」の国と評されることがあるが、ベトナムの場合、広告が現在のように大々的に行われるようになってまだ日が浅い。広告が信用できるメディアになりつつある一方で、根強い「口コミ」依存はあるようだ。
商品を購入する際の決め手の情報として挙げられたのは、全分野とも、「友人・知人の評判」「家族・友人の意見」など身近な人物からの口コミであった(男女合計で、「携帯電話」65.3%、「飲料」62.2%、「ヘアケア製品」71.8%、「バイク」66.4%、「自動車」69.6%、「化粧品」67.8%、「家庭用洗剤」66.6%)。
友人を尊重し、また大家族が互いを支えあい、濃密な関係を構築するベトナムらしい結果といえよう。


ムード優先の消費
テト期には、食品・飲料各社がテト・ムードを盛り上げる商品を発売する。これらに関し、男性の94%が、今年度テト期における特別パッケージ飲料を購入していた。
外見で購入を決定
2006年テト期間直前およびテト期間中において、特に「飲料」の分野で特別パッケージ商品が数多く販売、広告展開された。実際に、これらの商品に注目し、購入者は全体の67%に上った。キャンペーン商品は、価格の大きな引き下げがあるわけではなく、単純にパッケージにテトをイメージさせるデザインを採用したにとどまる場合が多い。だが結果からは、祭事に利用した広告・プロモーションの秘める可能性が感じられる。

性の消費に拍車も
さらに興味深いことに、購入割合は男女別で大きく異なった。家計を任される女性では、実際にこうした商品を購入した人は57%にとどまり、一方男性では94%が商品を購入したと答えた。現在のベトナムにおいて、テト期やクリスマスなどのイベント時、贈り物として男性が商品を購入する文化が根付いていることが一因と考えられる。


自動車は高値の花か
回答者の44%が自動車購入を検討中で、調査対象の平均月収平均月収約60~120ドルからすると、かなり高い割合で購入希望者がいることが明らかになった。
鍵は価格下落
56%が購入を考えていないと答えている。この点は、自動車が高級品であることを示す。一方で上記平均的月収にもかかわらず、車をすでに所有している、あるいは5年以内に購入予定と答えた人は全体の26%、価格下落後に購入を考えると答えた人を含めると44%に上った。




Friday 4 November 2011

働くこと。生きること。

モノ余りの社会の中で引き算で技を磨く話。

無駄なものを切る。余分な枝葉を切る。その美しい木を引き出すのが職人。
「愛は飾らない」のコンセプト。シンプルさの中に情報感度の高さを見せる無印良品。
カロリーオフ。砂糖ゼロ。
「私たち演奏家の究極の勝負どころは、強音域より弱音域の表現。チカラがないと豊かで美し色彩は表せない。」
単純な構造ほど感動しやすい。

平均的なものの見方をやめてこそオリジナルな発想が生まれてきます。
人間観察の深さは、広告人の根っこになります。

日常生活以上の発想は生まれない。創造は、既存の要素の新しい組み合わせによってできる。

「創造は、記憶から来ます。人生の経験や、読んで記憶に残ったものが手掛かりになり、無から創造が来るのはあり得ない。」 明黒澤

幻滅あるからこそ、夢あるからこそ、人生は有意義なものである。
コーヒーは、苦味の中にある甘味。
タバコは、最初の不快さに次いで来る快適さ。後天的な嗜好だ。

私は、今までの人生は、だれの役に立つもたたない。深い知識や能力があるわけない。ただ自分のやりたいことを追いかけっ放しな人間だ。自分のなりたい人を想像しながら日々を生きてゆくのだ。困難あるからこそ、つらいと感じることあるからこそ、未知の世界を見るまだ味わっていない楽しさや美しさ、そして贅沢や快適さを考えると、何となく頑張れる気がする。明日の私の絵を頭の中で描けるからこそ、生きているのだ。

生きることは、「生きる意味」なんて表せないほど、掛け替えのない唯一のものである。

そして働くことは、自分探しではなく、自分作りだ。自分のなりたいままにまっすぐ向いていけばいいんだ。

私には、何一つもない。情熱だけある。芸術は長く、人生は短く。たまには漂流も大切だ。自分の感覚を研ぎ澄まして直感で行動すればいい。楽しみながら。





Monday 17 October 2011

夜世紀

21世紀は、生活が地球の自転周期の束縛から、初めて解放される世紀である。そして、それは、「夜」を主役に変える。

20世紀(近代工業化社会) 同期性社会
21世紀(脱・近代工業化社会) 非同期性社会 (人々は、地球の自転周期を離れ、自分の周波数で生きるスタイルを選ぶようになる)

昼+夜=1日ではなく、昼x夜=1日である。

21世紀の夜は、昼の補完物ではない。

1.夜噺:小出し会話、カエルメール、茶の間情報交換所

2.夜店:一村一店(コンビニという商店街の代わりに一店街の普及)、五目作ショップ(いろいろな業態が入り交る24時間営業ショップ・客の入り具合を見ながら作不面積を手早く変更できる機能と、それを読む店長のカンが必須)、タイムシェアリング・ショップ(空き店舗スペースを時間単位で貸すビジネス)

3.夜会:亥の刻文化(午後10時から)、明星デート、時差スタンダード(通信技術により世界各地にいながら同時会議)

4.夜行:POSトレイン、オフィス深夜特急、夜配便

5.夜勤:二部机、外食主婦、ウシミツ・カンパニー

6.夜学:3S教室、開講時間入札制、自動教育

7.夜食:パワーサパー、ディブレック、新夜鳴き

8.夜景:100万ドルの暗闇、東日本標準時、ブランド・ナイト

9.夜遊:24時間ホテル、夜園地、出家

10.夜陰:AIT,日の出亡国論、バーチャル・ナイト・ショップ


10の夜の力は、昼の力をブースとする。

『夜世紀 生活予報2000』


Thursday 13 October 2011

海外志向の強い現代のベトナム


海外志向の強い現代のベトナム

「周りの友達がみんな留学しているから僕を留学させて」と両親にわがままに言い続ける高校生。実は私の父親のほうにはある知り合いの話だ。高校でまったく勉強せずにゲームとか友達と遊んでいるばかりな子なのに、こういうせりふが最近聞こえてる。ベトナムでずっといるとこのままゲーム熱中ばかりだから、オーストラリアなどに生かせてもらうと僕も性格が変わる、ちゃんと勉強してみせる、と断言した一人っ子。

ある意味でその言い訳が本当のあの息子さんの本音を隠してるだけ。みんな留学してるから、集団空気の影響を受けて、自分もそうしないと劣等感を感じる。

実際は親がこういう提案に抵抗してはない。ベトナムの大学に行くと1年生には政治や共産主義の方針などMarx – Leninのことばかりに洗脳され、ただ時間の無駄だと。

経済余裕のある家庭では別に問題ではないが、中流やあまり稼いでない親の家庭となると、大きな悩みである。一生懸命働いて子供を留学させてやる父親なのに、子供は留学して勉強せず、ただ親のお金を浪費してるばかり。

しかし、これはあくまでもある部分の社会実態であり、全体的に言うと勤勉のベトナム人の若者が多い。逆に、お金持ちや大手企業の社長・取締役である両親がいる若者は、両親のお金に一切依存せずに独立に奨学金を探し、実力のある上にはHarvard Oxfordなど立派な大学で留学することも良く見られる。

老後海外に移住するという中年の親が増えている

子供が今アメリカで働いて結婚して生活してるから、退年になると自分もアメリカに行って家を買う、移住する。これは多くの親たちの口から聞こえるせりふ。

海外志向が強い、留学している自分の子供に「卒業した後でもそこで就職するかほかの国の大学院に進むか、いずれにせよベトナムに帰らないでほしい」という親たちが増えている。

考えうるひとつの原因は、現在の堕落した制度の実態。共産主義の考えがまだ強く、不公平・不透明、ややこしい手続き、汚い空気、不十分の治療サービスなど。沿いゥ考えでなるべくベトナムから脱退していい、という人が多い。(実際に自分の両親もそういっている)
昔の戦争によって難民が多いだけに、現在海外駐在のベトナム人がたくさんいる。主にフランス、アメリカ、オーストラリアや旧そう連国々。

Saturday 8 October 2011

「静かで平和で孤独な日曜日」ドメスチカル化、カウントリーギャル

村上春樹の「ノルウェイの森」一回読んだことある。
主人公がろくでもない人生を送って、毎日ごく普通な生活をしてる人物。そしてこういうせりふがあった。

「そんな風にミドリの父親のことを考えているとだんだんやるせない気持ちになってきたので、僕は早めに屋上の洗濯物を取り込んで新宿に出て町を歩いて時間をつぶすことにした。混雑した日曜日の町は僕をほっとさせてくれた。(略)そしてこの先こんな日曜日をいったい何十回、何百回繰り返すことになるのだろうとふと思った。「静かで平和で孤独何曜日」と僕は口に出していってみた。日曜日には僕はねじを巻かないのだ。」

こういうような日曜日を、皆さん同じように過ごして感じたことがありますか。

私はけっこうある。平日ひたすら学校で時間を過ごして、土曜日の朝も通学する私は、1週間休みの時間はただ日曜日なのだ。とはいっても、日曜日には、友達に誘われないよっぽどのことがない限り、いつも自分の部屋でひっそりと過ごしてるのだ。楽しみといえば、本屋さんに通ってうろうろ本を探し、(主に小説)、あるいはどっか離れた場所に行って一人で喫茶店に入り、タバコを吸いながらあったかいコーヒーを飲み、買った本を読むのだ。時折何かぴんとくることがあったらメモし、文章を読むうちにいい表現を見つけたらノートに書いて(紙がなければ携帯で保存する)、あとで自分の文章で工夫し使う癖がある。そういう生活を他人に語ると、「まだ若いからもっと洋服などショッピングしたほうがいいんじゃない?若者は最近消費しなくなるよな」って非難されることがある。

ある本で読んだことだが、テクノロジーの進化によって商品の機能的価値には大差がなくなり、商品の記号的価値、つまりソフトの部分の違いにメーカーと消費者の関心が向けられるようになった。(寺田信之助1996「よく分かる広告業界」) そして、「軽チャー」「軽薄短小」など、軽いものや面白いものを尊重する文化。。。これを呼んで、「ああ確かにな」と思った。しかし、軽いもの、面白いものといっても、現代ある部分の若者がそういったものさえに対して関心を持たなくなっているじゃないか、というような疑問を抱いてる。

大学3年のとき、私はフェイスブックを通じてある日本人の男のことを知った。彼が一方的に私に友達リクエストを送って、友達になった。というのは、実際に話したことがなかったのに、ただキャンパスで見たりして興味を持つようになる、共通の友達を通じて私のフェイスブックを見つけた。
知り合いになったのは春休みの間で、私は当時ベトナムにいた。けど、毎日彼とメッセージしたり、チャットしたりして、なんだか仲良くなった。

日本に戻ったとき彼と初デート。今回はリアルで、正真正銘のデートだった。
彼のことをネット上で知っただけで、実際にあったのと印象がほとんど変わらない。ちょっと偏屈な人で、人ごみが嫌い、一人でいるのが好きだけど孤独が好きじゃない。と彼も自分でそういった。ああなるほど、じゃあ一緒だ!と私もつぶやいた。

彼にはいくつかの親しい友達がいて、彼らも同じようにひっそり生活が好き。タバコを吸ってユーチューブで60年代の音楽を聴いて。ギターを弾く。バイクで別府から実家の神戸まで帰る(まじっすかと思う人にかかわらず)。ツタヤでレンタルビデオの古い映画やメキシコやフランスの映画を借りてみる。彼のおかげで、私も人生初ウィードを体験するようになった。まあどっちかというとタバコに近い、タバコより香りが良い、だんだん吸っていたら体がだるくなる。とウィーどの素人の私の感想。

「愛してるよ」「そばにいるよ」なんてジェーポップに対して抵抗感を覚えると彼が行った。つまり現代はやっている若者の文化に対する不信が強い。

こういうサブカルチャーはおもしろいなあ、と私も肌で感じた。なぜなら、自分も同じもんだ。

こういうサブカルチャー(軽チャーじゃなくて)について、何とかしたくなるカウントリーギャル気分。絶対何か共通点がある。一人旅パックとか。でもそれはアホ。こういうサブカルチャーの人たちは、絶対集団的なものが嫌い。

実は今、「自立と孤独の心理学」という本を試みる中。ブックオフでぱっと目にしてぴんとくるもんだから購入した。
結論をたどるときまでに、じゃ。

電通の鬼十則


  1. 仕事は自ら創るべきで、与えられるべきでない。
  2. 仕事とは、先手々と働き掛けていくことで、受け身でやるものではない。
  3. 大きな仕事と取り組め、小さな仕事はおのれを小さくする。
  4. 難しい仕事を狙え、そしてこれを成し遂げるところに進歩がある。
  5. 取り組んだら放すな、殺されても放すな、目的完遂までは……。
  6. 周囲を引きずり回せ、引きずるのと引きずられるのとでは、永い間に天地のひらきができる。
  7. 計画を持て、長期の計画を持っていれば、忍耐と工夫と、そして正しい努力と希望が生まれる。
  8. 自信を持て、自信がないから君の仕事には、迫力も粘りも、そして厚みすらない。
  9. 頭は常に全回転、八方に気を配って、一分の隙もあってはならぬ、サービスとはそのようなものだ。
  10. 摩擦を怖れるな、摩擦は進歩の母、積極の肥料だ、でないと君は卑屈未練になる。

「劇内定塾」という就活2013版の中にこう見つけた。偉人の言葉でおそらく多くの人が知っているが、私は人生初こういう本を読むまでに知らなかった。
そして活字のところは非常にぴんと来た。
1と2は大体同じことを言ってる。それはすでに自分の中で感じたもの。「俺は空を見上げて果物が落ちてくるの待ってるわけないぜ」みたいなせりふ。

8番は、的中だ。あまり自信が持てない私にとって、こう呼んで魂の奥の隅まで響く言葉。そして何か苦味を禁じえない。

もっと自信を持って行動するようになりたい。プレゼンテーションの直前に感じる緊張感。神経質な状態に陥る。これ誰でもあることだが、緊張感を表面さえ出なければ成功したも同然だ。「心頭を滅却すれば火もまた涼し」というように。

レモンツリー

一回目標決めたらそのことだけで頭がいっぱいになるのはなかなか直せない癖だ。
いいんじゃないですかって思ってる人もいるかもしれないけど、どうだろうね。

猛烈で物事を突入し突破し飛び出しし、時々自分が満足できないことでストレスになりがち。
今はまさにそうだ。

お酒飲んで一気晴らしたいわ。このアタマの中の暗雲
レモンツリーをちょっと聴きましょ。

Friday 7 October 2011

逆カルチャーショック

日本滞在もう3年間以上。年に2回ほど帰国するが、最初のホームシックもしばらくなくなり、逆に実家にいる間に日本に対するホームシックになり始めたのは、一体いつごろなのか。

前書きとして言っておいたほうがいいと思うけど、私はどっちかというとあまりベトナムっぽくない。そういう感覚を持っているのはずっと子供のときからだった。
文学家庭で生まれ育ち私は小学校時代から言語に対して情熱で興味を抱き、言語全般は飲み込むのが早かった。ベトナム最大都市の一流中学校や高校に通い、英語専攻クラスでトップになり。海外志向が強い。

高校卒業次第日本にいくことになった。あまりにも深く考えることなく、ただ行きたかった。それに、欧米の影響でアメリカやオーストラリアに留学する周りの友達など、大ナゾの日本イメージの時代だった。不気味な考え方かもしれないけど、これはまさに縁でなくてなんだろう、とずっと思ってしまった。

日本で3年間ひっそり生活してきた私は、ベトナムに帰ったときいかにも違和感を感じた。

道で歩いていると、普段心地よいショートやミニスカートを着たりする自分に対して、とりすぎた男の人(少年も中年のおじさんも)、変態な目つきで見られるのが少なくはない。なんて。これは日本であれば裸さえなければどれだけミニスカートで冬の寒い夜に道を歩くと誰も見向きもしないはずだ と徐除おかしく思い出す。

まあまあね。ベトナムっていかにもまだコンサーバティブだし、男性みんなは日本ほど早い時期から性的雑誌や動画に触れる機会も少なく、まだ女の体にうまく馴染んでいないからだ と自分に対する弁護のように言い聞かせた。

ただこれはまだひとつの違和感だ。まだ続きの話がある。もう疲れたから、しかも明日7時起きなければならないので、ベッドに入ります。
また書く。



Thursday 15 September 2011

ニッポン

今日は特に何もせずうろうろ町歩きをしていたが、すっかり疲れてきた。
といっても、こんな時間にフェイスブックやラブログやらやっているって。

タバコ1箱消費。カフェインとニコチンで生きているやつ、いったいこの世の中にいるだろうか、とふと言い聞かせた。

内定塾ってタイトルの本を、新天町のある本屋で見つけた。そして買うことにした。

夜1:21、福岡の夜11階ホテルの部屋にいると、4年前ほどにホテル部屋のベランダから眺める東京の夜景を思い出した。その記憶が、どこからともなく、すべて鮮明に戻ってくる。入学して以来、その鮮やかで純粋な記憶の断片が一挙白い煙に溶けていくような気がした。

4年前あの夜の街の光景を眺めていると、私は日本に惚れた。記憶と現在の境を、私もうまく区別できなくなってきた。

なにせよ、私はまだ日本のことが好きだ。柔らかくて、親しみのあるぬくもりのようなものだ。





Thursday 4 August 2011

堕落論、無頼派 vs willful determination and supernatural belief.

Time to bid farewell to my 不健康な habit, back to civilization and mind discipline.

The sky was so nice and calm today. The signalling of rain.
Birds chirped and cicada with their 例のchanting.

Transition to a temporary phase of unwelcomed solitude has subjected me to a kind of sentimentalism. Nothing but a masturbation of one's own emotions, a tendency to lament it just for the sake of self-regard.

But how can i ever fail to notice the blueness of the sky, the greennish of the grass?

Lifting my melancholy lethargic state to a more active pursuit of literary enlightenment requires nothing but a will of the mind, a necessity to separate oneself from the addictive cyberworld.

Must adopt a more Apollonian stance on things. With hindsight, that experience on the beach was but sheer foolishness - one encourage by drinking and indulgence, and physical proximity of the opposite sex. Let it be nice memory to cherish, looking back on a well-spent student life. If there is fate, paths will cross.

No I'm subjecting myself to a greater Other to spin out a narrative for me. One too often does. It helps the unconsoled mind, relying on some supernatural, unknown power. I am.

Well, for now.

Dazai, Mishima and Kazuo

Osamu Dazai  -  "Melos, Run!"

Goodness and Evilness: wavering extremes
Distinction between these 2 extremes is usually blurred by the complexity of the charcaters depicted in Dazai's works.

King Dionysus: "Lonely tyrant" -> characteristic of Dazai to make the villain announce a direct appeal for sympathy
Melos: psychological journey of spiritual conflict (allowed himself to be temporarily seduced by a dream where he speculated whether all hsi struggles are worthwhile and tempted to betray his friend) -> spontaneity and purity replaced by cunning calculation -> where speculative thought gets in, people turn to be more self-protective, which is a sign of "literacy" as opposed to "orality".

Purity taught by experience (not by inherent instinct/ feeling) -> Characters grew morally and pure by deetermination and self-will.

Dazai's version turned the didactic story into a more realistic narration.

Mishima Yukio - "Patriotism"

Mishima: fervent advocate of pre-war JP samurai spirit and imperial worship -> male chauvinist
 His suicide sparked an outrage of antipathy for his death represented a urge for war-time nationalism ("anti-democratic") admist the prevailing national climate (Nationalism then was divorced from samurai spirit and leader worship: indeed it was neceassarily a nostalgic longing for folkloristic past)

Mishima modelled himself on Mori Ogai's Apollonian stance (rationality), yet he was not an advocate at birth, rather an acquired one. Anxious to demonstrate the "sword" side of Japanese versus the "chrysanthemum".

His public hara-kiri suicide confirmed Western stereotypical view of Jp samurai spirit.


Nietzsche's "Master/ Slave Morality": Greek and Roman cultures = master morality (strong, noble, courage etc). Christian culture = slave morality (weak, feminine, servile etc)
 

Wednesday 3 August 2011

Summer.

It's summer.

Yet, here u won't see anything other than autumn. No scorching hot sun, no cicada fused into a single multi-million-antenna body chorusing in the early morning, no dampened sweat, no ice-cream, no flip-flop. Only the rustle of the yellow leaves, the crisp autumn air, the sulky river, morning dew.

What i felt this afternoon cutting my path through the outdoor multi-purpose ground was one of hollowness. Stifling hollowness indeed. And severed entrails. The grass that just sprouted on the ground, flowers that await blooming, leaves that fell from the trees, everything blended onto a single blurred image. The sky was very blue indeed - a sweet unblemished blue that is here and there tainted with silky threads of white clouds. Yet it was a definite, unquestionable kind of blueness - the kind of precarious, outright and unconcealed lust that is felt by looking at a beautiful girl. Voluptuous was the mountain line, far-stretching was the sky - all exerting their physical existence as if to mock the melancholy mind.

And there goes the song

Eyes to heaven
White clouds in the perfect blue
No trace of God in the sky
Those slow clouds in the haggard blue
The sun floods the sky
Spending my winter days forgetting you
When every second is a handful of earth
When every minute
Is a sob
See how I struggle
See how much I lose
Of blood and water
Of blood and water
When every second is a handful of earth
When every minute
Is a vault
See how I struggle
See how much I lose
Of blood and water
Of blood and water

Alone in a little town. Outside, the cicada goes on with their incessant perpetuated chorus. The cicada must get excited because of summer too. And what would be the sounder way to call attention to their existence other than to use what they're inherently blessed with: their voice. But trust me, it is not such a delightful experience, being surrounded by million cicada-infested jungle; no matter how peaceful it may look, the internal is real chaos. 
Yesterday lying on bed, i felt my entrails being severed. Like a finger cut from the hand. My only symbol of joy and pleasure and of unlimited accompanied indulgence, the last vestige of my reinforced other self, has gone. Yet not gone for good. I know we'll see each other again. The most important thing is that we won't betray each other. Or I won't betray my feelings. I take my memories with utmost care - put them in a box, in a tidy manner, sorting out days and months, with exquisite concern as to details, smell, sounds, looks. Yet somehow the memories just keep floating in the air - in the middle air, not vaporizing, not instilling. Romatically sad like the scent of summer sky. Like the lonely chanting of cicada. Like the dismay look of a girl, mourning her happy times, looking out of the window, wishing the cicada would stop singing, yet cannot afford to digest the awareness of her own physical existence, while the latter keeps devouring her, permeating her body, weaking her will.



Tuesday 2 August 2011

ノート

昨日、一緒に心地よく過ごしてきた友達が今日帰省するから、別れの言葉を交わした。彼は、「最高の夏休みをお過ごし増すように」ってなんて礼儀正しく言葉遣いをする人だが、私にとってはちょっと重い言葉やないか、と。特に親しくなった友人に対して、決してそんな言い方をしないだろう、と。でも、人によって癖がいろいろあるから、まあまあ許せるかな。

もっとも大切なのは、お互いに思いやりがあるということだと考えてる。

今日も夏セッションの授業に出て一日を過ごす。帰国するのはあと三日。今日を除くと。
そしてこの間紙くずまみれの部屋を整理するうちに、日本語のノートを目にした。ページをめくってさっと読んだが、すごくいい単語があるし、このまま使わないと忘れるのは当然だと思って、今ここにノートを公開すると思う。

旺盛 食欲旺盛 冒険心旺盛 好奇心旺盛 サービス精神旺盛

早熟な

煙たがる 人間関係について少し煙たがっている

おおらかな性格 (寛容、慈悲深い)

持ち前の 持ち前の言語の才能 持ち前の明るさで

絶妙な 絶妙なタイミングで 絶妙な技 色の取り合わせが絶妙である

持ち前の絶妙なバランス感覚で集団に調和をもたらす

探究心

進取  進取の気性に富んだ人

鍛錬

渉外 (宣伝、広告)

忍耐 忍耐の限界に達する 忍耐力

利己的な

独断(偏った判断)

孤高 孤高の魂

わき目もふらず前進する

闘争心

真似

切磋琢磨

寄り添う

Sunday 31 July 2011

Think

It's summer.

I can tell. The insects that at the same hour every morning, by tacit habit of unconditional action, fused into a single million-antenna body, burst out their noisy incessant chorus, the dazzling heat, the damp sweat, the unblemished blue sky, the silky clouds. Here everything just stops its motion. Time flows stagnantly. One walks in the narrow street unnoticed, except for the blue sky and the clouds that keep watching and monitoring every of their single action. Nothing but the blue sky - eternity, the utmost evidence that reassures one's existence.

I turned on the hot water, letting it pour into the bath tube. It's quite apparent that I was going to have a bath. Wash myself. Looking down at my own body through the filtering image of the water... it shrank, then burged, shrank, and burged. Washing myself off all the impurities. When it comes to purifying and detoxicating, I'm quite a bigotic moron. A habit that has acquired the status of instinct - sth that must be done before all else, and as deeply ingrained in me as chastity is to the young women who were bigoted adherents of the Communist party.

There are times which I've found out to my deepest astonishment that my existence is nothing but a speck of dust in the air. Sometimes I would feel like a zombie with no notion at all; one without any meaningful assertation for life, any trace leaveable for the future. Anyway, guess everyone is like that. We are but merely a knot in the incessant moving forward thread that connects all existence together, in which the latter would flourish, thrive, and all the more interwoven into one another like a web of spider - and we are inadvertently, irrevocably trapped in that.

Yosh, I will quit smoking as from tomorrow. Sounds like a mission-impossible statement. Yet I'm fully ware that I have to slow down on my consumption of tobacco. The amount of nicotine that enters your lung varies according to how you inhale it, but still, it does enter your lung, more or less, your blood vein, your heart increases its frequency of pumping and thropping, your blood pressure goes high. I have been feeling a breast pain that makes me think that my days are counting down. I need to stop smoking, or at least, smoke less, or else I'll be zombie when i reach 30. Dead cockroach.

Let's think of the more positive way of life. I have been leading a life of contemplativa - I need to acquire more of an active life. How? Learn Russian. pick up words from the book, or learn it through youtube videos. Listen to Russian songs and memorize the lines by hypnopaedia. Go for a walk for about 30 mins. Eat healthily. Hang out with friends more, and be in the nature.

Friday 29 July 2011

ウィドー

ウィドーっておいしいよな
ミント味はすごい。きてるきてる


夏の孤独

別府の夏ってのは、人付き合い、恋愛、友情、交際の季節だ。
今日は友達に誘われるまま、別府駅周辺で行われた夏の祭りに行ってみた。夏の熱さはそうやけど、人の汗や焼肉の匂いや機会のエンジンの音やなんとか騒音混じっていて、息が詰まるほどひどい暑さだった。私は人ごみのところがあまり好きじゃないし、友達の彼もブーズの仕事で忙しかったらしいから、私は自由にうろうろまわり歩いて、結局その人ごみから脱した。スパビーチで一人で石の階段に座り、タバコ吸いながら携帯のアドレス帳を見つめていた。一生懸命一緒にいてくれる人を探したけど、呼びそうな一人もいないから、そのまま座って夜の真っ黒な海を見つめ、その塩辛い匂いを嗅いだ。まあ、寂しいわな、と久しぶりに感じた。

要る理由もないで結局バスに乗って帰ることを決めた。おそらく家でエアコンをつけてフェイスブックで遊ぶほうがましだ。帰る道に友達二人がすれ違った。会話した。そしてさよならって別れた。

明日またスパビーチでシシャーをする。決めた。決まった。私の人生だってシシャーはひとつの楽しみだな。あるいは、すべての楽しみかも。

Tuesday 26 July 2011

...


В твоих глазах я видел страх,
В моих он тоже был не раз.
Куда тянется наша зима-
Декабрь, январь, февраль...
Долой с глаз,
Белый снег с глаз.
Ответ на смс я долго ждал,
Я ждал твоих ласк,
Но время плавится как воск,
И только пара папирос излечат боль,
Пойми, мне хочется быть с тобой!
Как хочется, чтобы это был просто сон,
Просто сон, но не любовь
Терзала мою душу вновь и вновь
Каждый вздох, каждое слово, каждый сон.
Мне без тебя плохо,
Считаю дни, часы, секунды,
Проведенные с тобою, без тебя...
Мои слова, фразы улетают высоко,
В небо далеко
Я люблю тебя, моя любовь...

Saturday 23 July 2011

法・メディア・社会

憲法:国家権力を制限し、国民の人権を保障するものー> 国家に対する歯止め
法律:国民の自由を制限し、社会秩序を維持するものー> 国民に対する歯止め


民主主義:代表制(国民の投票により、代表を選ぶ、議会において立法に携わる)、多数決の原理(多数が支持した法案・予算案が可決される)、憲法は多数派の暴政を防ぐ(少数派の人権を犯すような法律は否定される)


民主主義を考える3概念:自由(国家から、国家へ)、平等(参加機会+結果)、秩序(国家、個人)


三権:立法権(国会:国権の最高機関として法律を作成・決定する)、行政権(内閣:内閣総理大臣は国家により指名される、法律に基づき行政を執行する)、司法権(裁判所)


六法:憲法、刑法、刑事訴訟法、民法、商法、民事訴訟法。


裁判所:地方裁判所、高等裁判所、最高裁判所。
刑事裁判:検察官 被告人
民事裁判:原告 被告


裁判とは?
法的な意味で:最後に示す判断。
裁判の種類:判決(苦闘弁論ある)、決定・命令(苦闘弁論なし)
刑事事件:有罪、無罪、控訴棄却
民事事件:請求認容(原告の勝訴)、請求棄却(原告の敗訴)、請求却下


裁判の3論理:事実認定、法の解釈と適用、判決。
裁判官の中立性


法の目的:法的安定性、正義の実現


法源:成文法(憲法、法律、条約、条令、命令、規則)、不文法(慣習法、判例、条理)






表現の自由とは?


基本的人権の外面的精神活動の自由。
自由権(精神、経済、人身)、参政権、社会権。


なぜ重要なのか?


エマーソン(個人の自己実現、真実への到達、政策決定への参加、社会の安定と変化の均衡)
思想の自由市場論
民主主義プロセス論

Friday 22 July 2011

На Берегу Неба

Вот и спрятался день
Вот и вечер затих
Забрав мечты теплом
Кто любовь сохранит
Если сердце молчит
И значит всё прошло

В даль унесённое ветром
Чувство останется где-то
На берегу неба
Тихо к нему прикоснётся
Луч одинокого солнца
На берегу неба

А утром прольётся рассветом
Чувство уснувшее где-то
На берегу неба
Чтобы мы с тобой не забыли
Как друг друга любили
На берегу неба

Замирая в дали
Уплывает мотив любви
На белых островах
Знаешь наша мечта
Этот сон для двоих
Теперь лишь грусть в твоих глазах

В даль унесённое ветром
Чувство останется где-то
На берегу неба
Тихо к нему прикоснётся
Луч одинокого солнца
На берегу неба

А утром прольётся рассветом
Чувство уснувшее где-то
На берегу неба
Чтобы мы с тобой не забыли
Как друг друга любили
На берегу неба
http://lyricstranslate.com

土曜日

2 Jap reports finished, now subject to teishutsu.

Tasks left:  study the slides for メディア・法・社会 and 国際取引 期末試験
            ビジ日 期末試験(6と7課ー大したもんじゃない)
            「私」プレゼン made the slides alrd so 気分を整えること

これらができれば完成したも同然!
今日もまた夏めいた暑い日だ。こんな日に家でゆっくりロシア語を勉強しながら、床の上で寝転んだりするのがいいなあって。なんか懐かしい気分になる。

私も今日、何か面白い本や、ロシア語の本を読んだりして、おいしいコーヒーを飲みながら楽しんでいきたい。この間コープでなんかいいロシア語の本を見つけたけど、国に帰るから再入国やチケットなどでお金がすごくかかるし、本を買う余裕がなさそう。
そしてインターネットでユーチューブなどヴィデオを見たりして勉強もできるけど、本で勉強するのに比べるものにならないなあ~って

なんか溜息 はは けど、私は絶対に負けないぞ 家に帰ったらまた勉強しよ





           

Wednesday 20 July 2011

Zachem vse eto?

Thursday - Redemption day!
Zachem vse eto? Now's it gonna be true!

Thursday: Kaiwa shiken w Watanabe - Askew final test
Friday: Submit report 2 for Media-Law class
Saturday: Writing reports for Shibata sensei
Sunday: report (cont.)

Next week

Monday: Go to Oita for sainyuukoku
Wednesday: Final exam for Date sensei
Thursday: [Watashi] presentation
Friday: Final test for Intnl Transaction

Wednesday 13 July 2011

Night

Finishing reading “We” by Zamyatin, pioneer Russian political satirist, cast me with provoking thoughts about the state of Communism, or, in literary jargon, ”social dystopia”. My present mental state is now a scrambled, uncoordinated, yet not inexpressible, mixture of thoughts, feelings and reflections. Having been able to lay my hand back on my first crush Pianissimo, black Icene, ever since the earthquake in Northeastern Japan, was like being brought back to “second childhood”. But this is by no means quite near Morris’s intended meaning of the word. It was more like some vague fresh memory of exactly one year ago, when I first made my entrance into this world of “unproductive pleasure”: the quiet, unstirred evening, when I and she sat outside my previous apartment, under the deep unblemished pale dark sky. “Oh it tastes like chocolate”. Now all those memories like a old recording tape rewinds itself in my head now, sweet, old yet fresh and soothing pills.
Then onto my next sub-topic of a fabulous life of Me. It would necessarily be said that from when I have fallen prey to this autism so-called misanthropist, state of being, I have not yet been quite able to grasp. Yet, these days the frequency of getting outside my own room, not to mention meeting and talking to people, has reduced close to a magnificent zero. Zero, by the words of the enesthesia-struck Zamyatin, an “enormous, silent, narrow, knife-sharp crag”. Yet the being called Me has not been through any ordeal or life-changing experience like those of Prendick on the island of Doctor Moreau, or Gulliver after all his travels, to the extent that the mere sight or idea of meeting people would deem too unendurable, painful task to deal with from the first place. In my own fixed and willful state of mind it should be only interpreted and understood as a transient phase in which one would necessarily go through at one or another point in this two-dimensional, life-span axis of time. By two-dimensional I do mean that I view time as a kind of flat-paned, with only the past that stands at one end and future at the other. Well, at least, for the time being.
And with the unfailingly frustrating disconnection from the Cyberworld, I would not been any otherwise better to have my reader understand these lines of mine at the time I was writing them.
During all those short 3 months since I came back to Japan, not a few number of events, no matter how trivial or meaningful they seem to be, have happened to me, whereas I deem a good chance to take them all together, yet split them one-by-one, into reflection now. I have had a romance, though only a very fleeting one, with someone I first talked to on our modern, convenient social network. The affair turned out to be ending as abrupt, if not cold and painful, as how a typhoon would sweep onto one area and left not long after its first landing. But I would not talk about it now, since the period was all one too fragmented, a whirlpool of little events which I deem not beneficial to cast into details. I was hurt; yet being hurt is one necessity of life.
Then my GBLP thing. This is necessarily fluctuating: one time I was all heart and soul, applying to all kinds of internships available and eagerly exploring myself, squeezing the juice out of my brain for it; one time (which is now) I am so aloof, so neutral if not double-minded, or enigmatic, or hesitant, to touch further on the subject. I have come to finally yielding towards to idea that I am better suited to being a 学者、whereby “researcher” would be too cockney, but, otherwise, someone who is encouraged and merited for spending her time just reading and relaxing, with a fair amount of time to reflect, and collect, pieces of literature, or philosophy, that has been enacted and tread by our great numbers of preceding masterminds. Oh well.
Night has deepened and the air is turning increasingly hot and humid. I better turn in now.

Monday 11 July 2011

Oh Handmaid's Tale

The Handmaid's Tale, oh the Handmaid's Tale...I get so much a headache reading you...Everything is so grim and dark...Just like all the dystopia so far...

Coffee and Tobacco are complete repose, so a Turkish proverb goes

Coffee oh Black Coffee, how bitter you are, yet how sweet ur taste is, it leaves the utmost bitter-sweet taste of the tip of my tongue~ The after-taste

Oh Cigarette oh Cigarette, how poisonous you are, yet how irresistible it is, it leaves the utmost concentrating, mind-intriguing, reflexive effect on me~

Oh Me oh Me, how deteriorating, corrupt I have become, yet I'd have cling on, from day to day, week to week, an unconquerable instinct, just as one's lungs will always draw the next breath so long as their is air available.

Here is me, leaving to the bathroom, have a cool fresh shower, getting ready to go to school, more the mere sake of scene changing... and back to my Handmaid's Tale.

1984, Orwell

It was no use trying the lift. Even at the best of times it was seldom working, and at present the electric current was cut off during daylight hours. It was part of the economy drive in preparation for Hate Week.

Only the Thought Police mattered.

You had to live — did live, from habit that became instinct — in the assumption that every sound you made was overheard, and, except in darkness, every movement scrutinized.

this was London, chief city of Airstrip One, itself the third most populous of the provinces of Oceania.

The four Ministries: The Ministry of Truth (news, entertainment,
education, and the fine arts). The Ministry of Peace (war). The Ministry of Love (law and order).
the Ministry of Plenty (economic affairs). Their names, in Newspeak: Minitrue, Minipax, Miniluv, and Miniplenty.

Party members were supposed not to go into ordinary shops (’dealing on the free market’, it was called), but the rule was not strictly kept, because there were various things, such as shoelaces and razor blades, which it was impossible to get hold of in any other way.

The thing that he was about to do was to open a diary. This was not illegal (nothing was illegal, since there were no longer any laws), but if detected it was reasonably certain that it would be punished by death, or at least by twenty five years in a forced-labour camp.

the Records Department, where Winston worked,

the Two Minutes Hate

He disliked nearly all women, and especially the young and pretty ones. It was always the women, and above all the young ones, who were the most bigoted adherents of the Party, the swallowers of slogans, the amateur spies and nosers-out of unorthodoxy.

O’Brien, a member of the Inner Party

Emmanuel Goldstein, the Enemy of the People, engaged in counterrevolutionary activities, had been condemned to death, and had mysteriously escaped and disappeared. The programmes of the Two Minutes Hate varied from day to day, but there was none in which Goldstein was not the principal figure. He was the primal traitor, the earliest defiler of the Party’s purity.

Nearly all children nowadays were horrible. They adored the Party and everything connected with it. The songs, the processions, the banners, the hiking, the drilling with dummy rifles, the yelling of slogans, the worship of Big Brother — it was all a sort of glorious game to them. Hardly a week passed in which The Times did not
carry a paragraph describing how some eavesdropping little sneak — ’child hero’
was the phrase generally used — had overheard some compromising remark and
denounced its parents to the Thought Police.

On coins, on stamps, on the covers of books, on banners, on posters, and on the wrappings of a cigarette Packet — everywhere. Always the eyes watching you and the voice enveloping you. Asleep or awake, working or eating, indoors or out of doors, in the bath or in bed — no escape. Nothing was your own except the few cubic centimetres inside your skull.

Thoughtcrime does not entail death: thoughtcrime IS death.

With what seemed a single movement she tore off her clothes and flung them disdainfully aside. Her body was white and smooth, but it aroused no desire in him, indeed he barely looked at it. What overwhelmed him in that instant was admiration for the gesture with which she had thrown her clothes aside. With its grace and carelessness it seemed to annihilate a whole culture, a whole system of thought, as though Big Brother and the Party and the Thought Police could all be swept into nothingness by a single splendid movement of the arm.

’Reality control’, they called it: in Newspeak, ’doublethink’.

To know and not to know, to be conscious of complete truthfulness while telling carefully constructed lies, to hold simultaneously two opinions which cancelled out, knowing them to be contradictory and believing in both of them, to use logic against logic, to repudiate morality while laying claim to it, to believe that democracy was impossible and that the Party was the guardian of democracy, to forget whatever it was necessary to forget, then to draw it back into memory again at the moment when it was needed, and then promptly to forget it again: and above all, to apply the same process to the process itself. That was the ultimate subtlety: consciously to induce unconsciousness, and then, once again, to become unconscious of the act of hypnosis you had just performed. Even to understand the word ’doublethink’ involved the use of doublethink.

Ingsoc, in its Oldspeak form-’English Socialism’.

As soon as all the corrections which happened to be necessary in any particular number of The Times had been assembled and collated, that number would be reprinted, the original copy destroyed, and the corrected copy placed on the files in its stead. This process of continuous alteration was applied not only to newspapers, but to every kind of literature or documentation which might conceivably hold any political or ideological significance.

it was not even forgery. It was merely the substitution of one piece of nonsense
for another. Most of the material that you were dealing with had no connexion
with anything in the real world, not even the kind of connexion that is contained
in a direct lie. Statistics were just as much a fantasy in their original version
as in their rectified version.

Syme was a philologist, a specialist in Newspeak. Indeed, he was one of the enormous team of experts now engaged in compiling the Eleventh Edition of the Newspeak Dictionary.

’The Eleventh Edition is the definitive edition,’

We’re destroying words — scores of them, hundreds of them, every day. We’re cutting the language down to the bone. The Eleventh Edition won’t contain a single word that will become obsolete before the year 2050.’

’It’s a beautiful thing, the destruction of words. It isn’t only the synonyms; there are also the antonyms. what justification is there for a word which is simply the opposite of some other word? A word contains its opposite in itself. Take ”good”, for instance. If you have a word like ”good”, what need is there for a word like ”bad”? ”Ungood” will do just as well — better, because it’s an exact opposite, which the other is not. Or again, if you want a stronger version of ”good”, what sense is there in having a whole string of vague useless words like ”excellent” and ”splendid and all the rest of them? ”Plusgood” covers the meaning, or ” doubleplusgood” if you want something stronger still.

In your heart you’d prefer to stick to Oldspeak, with all its vagueness and its useless shades of meaning.

Don’t you see that the whole aim of Newspeak is to narrow the range of
thought? In the end we shall make thoughtcrime literally impossible, because
there will be no words in which to express it. Every concept that can ever
be needed, will be expressed by exactly one word, with its meaning rigidly
defined and all its subsidiary meanings rubbed out and forgotten.

Even now, of course, there’s no reason or excuse for committing thoughtcrime. It’s merely a question of self-discipline, reality-control.

The Revolution will be complete when the language is perfect. Newspeak
is Ingsoc and Ingsoc is Newspeak,’

How could you have a slogan like ”freedom is slavery” when the concept of freedom has been abolished? The whole climate of thought will be different.
In fact there will be no thought, as we understand it now. Orthodoxy means
not thinking — not needing to think. Orthodoxy is unconsciousness.’

There was something subtly wrong
with Syme. There was something that he lacked: discretion, aloofness, a sort
of saving stupidity. You could not say that he was unorthodox. He believed in the principles of Ingsoc, he venerated Big Brother, he rejoiced over victories,
he hated heretics, not merely with sincerity but with a sort of restless zeal,
an up-to-dateness of information, which the ordinary Party member did not
approach. Yet a faint air of disreputability always clung to him. He said things
that would have been better unsaid, he had read too many books, he frequented
the Chestnut Tree Caf´e, haunt of painters and musicians.

There was no law,
not even an unwritten law, against frequenting the Chestnut Tree Caf´e, yet the
place was somehow ill-omened. The old, discredited leaders of the Party had
been used to gather there before they were finally purged.

The fabulous statistics continued to pour out of the telescreen. As compared
with last year there was more food, more clothes, more houses, more furniture,
more cooking-pots, more fuel, more ships, more helicopters, more books, more
babies — more of everything except disease, crime, and insanity.

In any time that he could accurately
remember, there had never been quite enough to eat, one had never had socks
or underclothes that were not full of holes, furniture had always been battered
and rickety, rooms underheated, tube trains crowded, houses falling to pieces,
bread dark-coloured, tea a rarity, coffee filthy-tasting, cigarettes insufficient —
nothing cheap and plentiful except synthetic gin.

It was terribly dangerous to let your thoughts
wander when you were in any public place or within range of a telescreen.
The smallest thing could give you away. A nervous tic, an unconscious look of
anxiety, a habit of muttering to yourself — anything that carried with it the
suggestion of abnormality, of having something to hide. In any case, to wear
an improper expression on your face (to look incredulous when a victory was
announced, for example) was itself a punishable offence. There was even a word
for it in Newspeak: facecrime, it was called.

he thought of Katharine, his wife.
Winston was married — had been married, at any rate: probably he still was
married, so far as he knew his wife was not dead.

To be caught with a
prostitute might mean five years in a forced-labour camp.
Tacitly the Party was even
inclined to encourage prostitution, as an outlet for instincts which could not
be altogether suppressed. Mere debauchery did not matter very much, so long
as it was furtive and joyless and only involved the women of a submerged and
despised class. The unforgivable crime was promiscuity between Party members.
But — though this was one of the crimes that the accused in the great purges
invariably confessed to — it was difficult to imagine any such thing actually
happening.

Its real, undeclared
purpose was to remove all pleasure from the sexual act.

All marriages
between Party members had to be approved by a committee appointed for the
purpose, and — though the principle was never clearly stated — permission was
always refused if the couple concerned gave the impression of being physically
attracted to one another. The only recognized purpose of marriage was to beget
children for the service of the Party. Sexual intercourse was to be looked on as
a slightly disgusting minor operation, like having an enema.

There were even organizations such as
the Junior Anti-Sex League, which advocated complete celibacy for both sexes.
All children were to be begotten by artificial insemination (artsem, it was called
in Newspeak) and brought up in public institutions.

The Party was trying to kill the sex instinct, or, if it
could not be killed, then to distort it and dirty it.

He thought again of Katharine. It must be nine, ten — nearly eleven years
since they had parted. It was curious how seldom he thought of her. For days
at a time he was capable of forgetting that he had ever been married. They had
only been together for about fifteen months. The Party did not permit divorce,
but it rather encouraged separation in cases where there were no children.

she had without exception
the most stupid, vulgar, empty mind that he had ever encountered. She had
not a thought in her head that was not a slogan, and there was no imbecility,
absolutely none that she was not capable of swallowing if the Party handed it out to her. ’The human sound-track’ he nicknamed her in his own mind.

They must, she said,
produce a child if they could. So the performance continued to happen, once a
week quite regulariy, whenever it was not impossible. She had two names for it. One was ’making a
baby’, and the other was ’our duty to the Party’

But a real love affair was an almost
unthinkable event. The women of the Party were all alike. Chastity was as deep
ingrained in them as Party loyalty.

And what he wanted, more even
than to be loved, was to break down that wall of virtue, even if it were only once
in his whole life. The sexual act, successfully performed, was rebellion. Desire
was thoughtcrime.


ON PROLES:

If there is hope, wrote Winston, it lies in the proles.
If there was hope, it must lie in the proles, because only there in those
swarming disregarded masses, 85 per cent of the population of Oceania, could
the force to destroy the Party ever be generated.

The Party claimed, of course, to have liberated the proles
from bondage. But simultaneously,
true to the Principles of doublethink, the Party taught that the proles were
natural inferiors who must be kept in subjection, like animals, by the application
of a few simple rules.

So long as they continued to work and breed,
their other activities were without importance.

To keep them in control was not difficult.

No attempt was made to indoctrinate them with the
ideology of the Party. It was not desirable that the proles should have strong
political feelings. All that was required of them was a primitive patriotism which
could be appealed to whenever it was necessary to make them accept longer
working-hours or shorter rations. And even when they became discontented,
as they sometimes did, their discontent led nowhere, because being without
general ideas, they could only focus it on petty specific grievances. The larger
evils invariably escaped their notice.

In all questions of morals they were allowed to follow
their ancestral code. The sexual puritanism of the Party was not imposed upon
them. Promiscuity went unpunished, divorce was permitted. For that matter,
even religious worship would have been permitted if the proles had shown any
sign of needing or wanting it. They were beneath suspicion. As the Party slogan
put it: ’Proles and animals are free.’



In
principle a Party member had no spare time, and was never alone except in
bed. It was assumed that when he was not working, eating, or sleeping he
would be taking part in some kind of communal recreation: to do anything that
suggested a taste for solitude, even to go for a walk by yourself, was always
slightly dangerous. There was a word for it in Newspeak: ownlife, it was called,
meaning individualism and eccentricity.

Within twenty years at the most, he reflected, the huge and simple question,
’Was life better before the Revolution than it is now?’ would have ceased once
and for all to be answerable. But in effect it was unanswerable even now, since
the few scattered survivors from the ancient world were incapable of comparing
one age with another. They remembered a million useless things, (…) but all
the relevant facts were outside the range of their vision. They were like the ant,
which can see small objects but not large ones. And when memory failed and
written records were falsified — when that happened, the claim of the Party
to have improved the conditions of human life had got to be accepted, because
there did not exist, and never again could exist, any standard against which it
could be tested.

The glass paperweight made of coral he bought at the antique shop: It was a queer thing, even a compromising thing, for a Party member to have
in his possession. Anything old, and for that matter anything beautiful, was
always vaguely suspect.

The hunting-down and
destruction of books had been done with the same thoroughness in the prole
quarters as everywhere else. It was very unlikely that there existed anywhere in
Oceania a copy of a book printed earlier than 1960.

Anything large and
impressive, if it was reasonably new in appearance, was automatically claimed
as having been built since the Revolution, while anything that was obviously
of earlier date was ascribed to some dim period called the Middle Ages. The
centuries of capitalism were held to have produced nothing of any value. One
could not learn history from architecture any more than one could learn it from
books. Statues, inscriptions, memorial stones, the names of streets — anything
that might throw light upon the past had been systematically altered.

It struck him that in moments of crisis one is never fighting against an external
enemy, but always against one’s own body.

Not to let one’s feelings appear in one’s face was
a habit that had acquired the status of an instinct



ON JULIA:

’Actually I am that sort of girl, to
look at. I’m good at games. I was a troop-leader in the Spies. I do voluntary
work three evenings a week for the Junior Anti-Sex League. (…) Always yell with the crowd, that’s what I say. It’s the only way to be safe.’

’talking by instalments’

Winston’s
working week was sixty hours, Julia’s was even longer, and their free days varied
according to the pressure of work and did not often coincide. Julia, in any case,
seldom had an evening completely free. She spent an astonishing amount of time
in attending lectures and demonstrations, distributing literature for the junior
Anti-Sex League, preparing banners for Hate Week, making collections for the
savings campaign, and such-like activities. It paid, she said, it was camouflage.

Julia was twenty-six years old. She lived in a hostel with thirty other girls
she worked on the novel-writing machines in the Fiction
Department.

She hated the Party, and said so in the crudest words,
but she made no general criticism of it. Except where it touched upon her
own life she had no interest in Party doctrine. He noticed that she never used
Newspeak words except the ones that had passed into everyday use. She had
never heard of the Brotherhood, and refused to believe in its existence. Any
kind of organized revolt against the Party, which was bound to be a failure,
struck her as stupid. The clever thing was to break the rules and stay alive all
the same.

grown up in the world of the Revolution,
knowing nothing else, accepting the Party as something unalterable, like the
sky, not rebelling against its authority but simply evading it, as a rabbit dodges
a dog.

Katharine= the Newspeak word goodthinkful( orthodox, incapable of thinking a bad thought)

Unlike Winston, she had grasped the inner meaning
of the Party’s sexual puritanism. It was not merely that the sex instinct created
a world of its own which was outside the Party’s control and which therefore
had to be destroyed if possible. What was more important was that sexual
privation induced hysteria, which was desirable because it could be transformed
into war-fever and leader-worship. The way she put it was:
’When you make love you’re using up energy; and afterwards you feel happy
and don’t give a damn for anything. They can’t bear you to feel like that. They
want you to be bursting with energy all the time. All this marching up and down
and cheering and waving flags is simply sex gone sour.

There was a direct intimate connexion between
chastity and political orthodoxy. The sex impulse was dangerous to the Party, and the Party had turned
it to account.

The children,
on the other hand, were systematically turned against their parents and taught
to spy on them and report their deviations. The family had become in effect an
extension of the Thought Police. It was a device by means of which everyone
could be surrounded night and day by informers who knew him intimately.


But she refused to believe that widespread, organized opposition existed or could exist. The tales about Goldstein and his underground army,
she said, were simply a lot of rubbish which the Party had invented for its own
purposes and which you had to pretend to believe in.

In some ways she was far more acute than Winston, and far less susceptible
to Party propaganda. Once when he happened in some connexion to mention
the war against Eurasia, she startled him by saying casually that in her opinion
the war was not happening. The rocket bombs which fell daily on London
were probably fired by the Government of Oceania itself, ’just to keep people
frightened’.

But she only
questioned the teachings of the Party when they in some way touched upon her
own life. Often she was ready to accept the official mythology, simply because
the difference between truth and falsehood did not seem important to her.

In the ramifications of party doctrine she had not the faintest interest.

In a way, the world-view of the Party imposed itself most
successfully on people incapable of understanding it. (…) By lack of understanding they
remained sane. They simply swallowed everything, and what they swallowed
did them no harm, because it left no residue behind, just as a grain of corn will
pass undigested through the body of a bird.




The terrible thing that the Party had done was to persuade
you that mere impulses, mere feelings, were of no account, while at the same
time robbing you of all power over the material world.

The proles had stayed human. They had not become hardened inside. They had
held on to the primitive emotions which he himself had to re-learn by conscious
effort.

The one thing that matters is that we shouldn’t
betray one another, although even that can’t make the slightest difference.’

Confession is not betrayal. What you say or do
doesn’t matter: only feelings matter. If they could make me stop loving you —
that would be the real betrayal.’

Winston: “They can’t get
inside you. If you can feel that staying human is worth while, even when it can’t
have any result whatever, you’ve beaten them.’

BROTHERHOOD:

The members of the Brotherhood have no way of recognizing one another, and it is impossible for any one member to be aware of the identity of more than a few others.

The Brotherhood cannot be wiped out because it is not an organization in the ordinary sense. Nothing holds it together except an idea which is indestructible.



O’Brien ON REALITY CONTROL

You believe that reality is something objective, external, existing in its own right. You also believe that the nature of reality is self-evident. But I tell you, Winston, that reality is not external. Reality exists in the human mind, and nowhere else. Not in the individual mind, which can make mistakes, and in any case soon perishes: only in the mind of the Party, which is collective and immortal. Whatever the Party holds to be the truth, is truth.

’No! Not merely to extract your confession, not to punish you. Shall I tell you why we have brought you here? To cure you! To make you sane!

The Party is not interested in the overt act: the thought is all we care about. We do not merely destroy our enemies, we change them.

We are not content with negative obedience, nor even with the most abject submission. When finally you surrender to us, it must be of your own free will. We do not destroy the heretic because he resists us: so long as he resists us we never destroy him. We convert him, we capture his inner mind, we reshape him.

Never again will you be capable of ordinary human feeling.
Everything will be dead inside you. Never again will you be capable of love,
or friendship, or joy of living, or laughter, or curiosity, or courage, or integrity.
You will be hollow. We shall squeeze you empty, and then we shall fill you with
ourselves.’

AND HERE COMES WINSTON’S BRAINWASH.

O’BRIEN ON POWER:

Power is not a means, it is an end.

The first thing you must realize is that power is collective.
The individual only has power in so far as he ceases to be an individual. You know the Party slogan: ”Freedom is Slavery”. Has it ever occurred to you that it is reversible? Slavery is freedom.

Power
is in inflicting pain and humiliation. Power is in tearing human minds to pieces and putting them together again in new shapes of your own choosing.

Ours is founded upon hatred. In our world there will be no emotions except fear, rage, triumph, and self-abasement.

No one dares trust a wife or a child or a friend any longer.
But in the future there will be no wives and no friends. Children will be taken
from their mothers at birth, as one takes eggs from a hen. The sex instinct
will be eradicated.

We shall abolish the orgasm. There will be no loyalty, except loyalty towards the Party. There will be no love, except the love of Big Brother. There will be no laughter, except the
laugh of triumph over a defeated enemy. There will be no art, no literature, no
science.

ON WINSTON AFTER BRAINWASH

The mind should develop a blind spot whenever a dangerous thought presented itself. The process should be automatic, instinctive. Crimestop, they called it in Newspeak.

He obeyed the Party, but he still hated the Party. In the old days he had hidden a heretical mind beneath an appearance of conformity. Now he had retreated a step further: in the mind he had surrendered, but he had hoped to keep the inner heart inviolate.

The thing in Room 101 is the worst thing in the world, which varies from individuals to individuals.

Winston: fear of rats.

There was one and only one way to save himself. He must interpose another human being, the body of another human being, between himself and the rats.

Between Julia and Winston now = contempt and dislike.

“At the time when it happens u do mean it. All u care about is urself. And after that, u don’t feel the same towards the person any longer.”

From 15 to closing time he was a fixture in Chestnut Tree. He had been appointed to a sub-committee which had sprouted from one of the innumerable committees dealing with minor difficulties involving the compilation of the 11th edition of Newspeak Dictionary.

Sunday 10 July 2011

Brave New World, Huxley

Central London Hatchery and Conditioning Center

World State’s Motto = COMMUNITY, IDENTITY, STABILITY

Year A.F. 632

The Alphas and Betas remained until definitely bottled, while the Gammas, Deltas and Epsilons were brought out after 36 hours, to undergo the Bokanovsky’s Process.

One egg, one embryo, one adult – normality. But a Bokanovsky egg will bud, will proliferate, will divide. From 8 to 96 buds, and every bud will grow into a perfectly formed embryo, and every embryo into a full-sized adult. Making 96 human beings grow where only one grew before. Progress.

Bokanovskification consists of a series of arrests of development. The egg responds by budding.

Bokanovsky’s Process is one of the major instruments of social stability.

In nature it takes 30 yrs for 200 eggs to reach maturity. Podsnap’s Technique immensely accelerated the process of ripening. At least 150 mature eggs within 2 yrs.

Ovary record = 16012

Epsilon embryo kept below par -> less oxygen -> less intelligence (70%=dwarfs, <70% = eyeless monster) Coolness wedded to discomfort in hard X-rays. By the time they’re decanted the embryo had a horror of cold. They were predestined to emigrate to the tropics, to be miners and acetate silk spinners and steel workers. We condition them to thrive on heat. That is the secret of happiness and virtue – liking what u’ve got to do. All conditioning aims at that: making people like their unescapable social destiny. Chemical workers trained in toleration of lead, caustic soda, tar, chlorine. Embryonic rocket-plane engineers kept in constant rotation. “To improve their sense of balance. Doing repairs on the outside of a rocket in mid-air is a ticklish job. We slacken off the circulation when they’re right way up, so that they’re half starved, and double the flow of surrogate when they’re upside down. They learn to associate topsy-turvydom with well-being; in fact, they’re only truly happy when they’re standing on their heads.” Deltas, dressed in khaki. “They’ll grow up with what psychologists call an “instinctive” hatred of books and flowers. Reflexes unalterably conditioned. (Books and loud noise, flowers and electric shock) Not long ago, G, D and E were conditioned to like flowers. The idea was 2 make them go out into the country more often, and thus consume more transport. YET, a love of nature keeps no factories busy. It was decided to abolish the love of nature, but not the tendency to consume transport. -> condition the mass to hate the country, but love country sports.

Elementary Class Consciousness: “Alpha wear grey. They work much harder than we do, because they’re so frightfully clever. I’m rly awfully glad I’m a Beta, b/c I don’t work so hard. And we’re much better than Gammas and Deltas. Gammas are stupid, they wear green. Delta wear khaki. And Epsilons are worse. They’re too stupid to read or write, and wear black, a beastly color.”

Hypnopaedia = sleep-teaching, words without reason.

The appalling dangers of family life

Fanny saying to Lenina: u ought to be more promiscuous… (Lenina has been with Henry Foster for 4 months, and no one else)

“Everyone belongs to everyone else.”

Bernard: an Alpha plus, psychologist. Physique hardly better than that of a Gamma. 8 centimetres short of standard Alpha height and slender in proportion. Contacts with lower castes reminded painfully of his physical inadequacy (inferiority complex) as hynopaedic prejudice in favor of size was universal. -> feeling alienated and alone, outsider.

Hemholtz: Alpha plus, handsome, lecturer at College of Emotional Engineering (Department of Writing). A mental excess produced in Hemholtz effects similar to those which, in Bernard, were results of a physical defect. Too much ability made Hemholtz so uncomfortably aware of being himself and all alone.

A physical shortcoming could produce a kind of mental excess. The process, it seemed, was reversible. Mental excess could produce, for its own purposes, the voluntary blindness and deafness of deliberate solitude, the artificial impotence of asceticism.

“I love flying. I love having new clothes. We always throw away old clothes. Ending is better than mending.”

The World State, Community Sings, Ford’s Day Celebration, Solidarity Service.

Soma: “one cubic centimeter cures ten gloomy sentiments.”

“A gramme is better than a damn.”

“Everybody’s happy now.”

Alternate Thursdays were Bernard’s Solidarity Service days. 12 men and women sitting alternate in a ring around the table. Solidarity Hymn. Soma tablets placed in centre. Strawberry icecream soma passed around. “I drink to my annihilation”, “I drink to the Greater Being”, “I drink to the imminence of His Coming.” “The feet of the Greater Being”

“Orgy-Porgy”

(Bernard) was as miserably isolated now as he had been when the service began – more isolated by reason of his unreplenished emptiness, his dead satiety.

Bernard: don’t like taking soma, don’t like crowds. “What would it be like if I could, if I were free, not enslaved by my conditioning”


When threatened by the D.H.C to be transferred to Iceland, Bernard “left the room with a swagger, exulting, (…) in the thought that he stood alone, embattled against the order of things; elated by the intoxicating consciousness of his individual significance and importance. Even the thought of persecution left him undismayed, and was rather tonic than depressing.”

Hemholtz: hated Bernard’s boasting, abject pity, boldness after the event, yet because he liked him.

“We preserve them from diseases. We keep their internal secretions artificially balanced at a youthful equilibrium. We don’t permit their magnesium-calcium ratio to fall below what it was at 30. We give them transfusion of young blood, keep their metabolism permanently stimulated. (…) Youth almost unimpaired till 60, then, crack, the end.”

In Savage Reservation: Lenina saw two young women giving breasts to their babies, blushed and turned away. It was indecent.

Bernard and Lenina, at the Savage Reservation, met John the Savage. Linda was his mother, and a Beta-minus, working in Fertilizing Room. Father is Tomakin (the D.H.C), yet he ran way to the “Other Place” (the World State), left Linda and John at Malpais with the Indians.

Linda: “This beastly wool isn’t like acetate. It lasts and lasts. And u’re supposed to mend it if it gets torn. (…) It never used to be right to mend clothes. “The more stitches, the less riches. Mending’s anti-social.”

Bernard: “I wonder if u’d like to come back to London with us?”, making the first move in a campaign whose strategy he had been secretly elaborating ever since….

John the Savage: “O Brave new world”

(…) for “father” was not so much obscene as – with its connotation of sth at one remove from the loathsomeness and moral obliquity of child-bearing – merely gross, a scatological rather than pornographic impropriety.

To say one was a mother: that was past a joke, it was an obscenity.

Linda: the return to civilization was to her a return to soma, was the possibility of lying in bed and taking holiday after holiday. Greedily she clamoured larger, ever more frequent doses… much as 20 grammes a day.

Bernard now found himself, for the 1st time in his life, as a person of outstanding importance. Success went fizzily to Bernard’s head, and in the process completely reconciled him to a world which, up until then, he had found very unsatisfactory.

“Eton is reserved exclusively for upper caste boy and girls. One egg, one adult.”

“Malthusian Drill”

“We don’t encourage them with any solitude amusements.”

Death condition begins at 18 months. Every tot spends two mornings/ week in the Hospital for the Dying. All the best toys are there, and they get choc cream on death days. They learn to take dying as a matter of course.

For G, D, S: get soma after work. 4 half-gramme tablets. 6 on Saturdays.

Hemholtz also went into conflict with authority over some rhymes he made about solitude. (on the use of rhymes in moral propaganda and advertisement, the 7th lecture in 12 about rhymes)

Hemholtz and the Savage took to one another at once. So cordially indeed that Bernard felt a sharp pang of jealousy.

In hearing the Savage citing the scene in Romeo and Juliet when lady Capulet bullied Juliet to marry Paris, Hemholtz broke out in uncontrollable guffawing. “The mother and father (grotesque obscenity) forcing the daughter to have someone she didn’t want! In its smutty absurdity the situation was irresistibly comical.”

V.P.S Treatment (Violent Passion Surrogate): compulsory, once a month.

John insulted at Lenina’s sexual advances: “Whore! Impudent strumpet!”

Mustafa Mond also read Shakespeare and the Bible: “It’s prohibited, but as I make the laws here, I can also break them, with impunity.”

Why prohibited: “because it’s old. Beauty’s attractive, and we don’t want people 2 be attracted by old things.”

“Because our world is not the same as Othello’s world. U cant make tragedies without social instability. The world’s stable now. People r happy, they get wat they want, and never want what they cant get. They’re well off, they’re safe, they’re never ill, not afraid of death, blissfully ignorant of passion and old age, plagued with no mother or father, no wives, no children, or lovers. And if anything goes wrong, there’s soma.”

“u’ve got to choose between happiness and high art. We sacrificed the high art. Instead, we have feelies and scent organ now.”

An Alpha-conditioned man would go crazy if he had 2 do Epsilon Semi-moron work. They can b socialized, only on condition that they do Alpha work. (Cyprus experiment when 22000 Alphas were left on the island and made to manage all affairs->total chaos.)

“the optimum population is modeled on the iceberg – eight-ninth below the water line and one-ninth above.”

The experiment on Bokanovsky group: more than one century and a half ago, the whole of Ireland put to work only 4 hours/ day. -> unrest and large consumption of soma. Those 3.5 hours of extra leisure was far from a source of happiness; people felt constrained to take a holiday from them.

Every change is a menace to society -> chary of applying new inventions. Every discovery in pure science is potentially subversive.

Mustafa Mond (a physicist before): “I started to do a bit cooking of my own. Unorthodox cooking, illicit cooking. A bit of real science. I was on the point of being sent to an island.”

After the 9-year war, universal happiness kept the wheels turning; truth and beauty cannot.

Hemholtz decided 2 go to Falkland islands where there is bad climate so he can do what he like.

Art, science, religion sacrificed for happiness.

Mustafa Mond: “Bible – pornographic old books. God in the safe and Ford on the shelves.”

The religious sentiments tend to develop as we grow older, as the passions grow calm, fancy and sensibilities less excited… u can only be independent of God when u’re young. We’ve now got youth and prosperity right to the end. We can b independent of God. Religious sentiments are superfluous. Why should we go hunting for substitute for youthful desires when youthful desires never fail? What need have we of repose when our minds and bodies continue to delight in activity? Of consolation, when we have soma? Of sth immovable, when we have social order?

God isn’t compatible with machine, scientific medicine and universal happiness.

Industrial civilization is only possible when there’s no self-denial. Self-indulgence up to the very limits imposed by hygiene and economics. Otherwise the wheels stop turning.

U cant have a civilization without plenty of pleasant vices. No need for nobility or heroism, as there aren’t any wars now.

There’s always soma to calm ur anger, make u patient and long-suffering. U can carry at least half ur mortality in a bottle. Christianity without tears – that’s what soma is.

“did u eat sth that didn’t agree w u?” “yes, I ate civilization. And I ate my own wickedness.”

The Savage went to live in a light-house to mourn Linda’s death and be away from “loathsome civilization”: “After all, it was not to sing and enjoy himself that he had come here. It was to escape further contamination by the filth of civilized life; it was to be purified and made good; it was actively to make amends.”

Delta-minus land workers happened to see John whip himself. Then the reporters came.

“Poor Linda he had sworn to remember. But it was still the presence of Lenina that haunted him.”

Darwin, the game photographer watched the whole scene of John whipping himself, made a video “The Savage of Surrey”, then helicopters flooded to John’s place.

Tuesday 5 July 2011

Cockney. Fake. Simulated.

I find it increasingly hard to effectively express how frustrated I am with the philistinism of all these people. Escorting, interacting, civil smiles could not have veiled my ill-concealed irritation of it anyway.

Out of duty I will attend a seminar in which one fat guy will gibber on for hours, whereby we sit fixed as audience, struggling hard to stifle our yawns, which by nature are a contagious social phenomenon. All of us are like sheep stuffed into one big cage, and then the shepherd which does the task out of his supposed duty in order to feed his family, will heat the cage, feed us with fake and artificial manners on how to act as a robotic salaryman in these big, mundane machines later on. The heat itself is fake too, full of cockneyed boosting of morale and a necessarily brainwashing quality to it. The heat is sometimes too great that all the facial acnes of one of our senpai, accumulated over sleepless nights writing curriculum vitae and fake 自己PR, would burst out like beans first coming out of ground on their first harvest. Oh, this is unbearable; the vision itself is yet too hilarious for one to bear with his indignation at the system for too long.

"WE" - Yevgeny Zamyatin


The ancient day’s “Railway Guide” “side by side with our Table, and it will be as graphite next to a diamond: both consist of the same element carbon yet how eternal, how transparent is the diamond (…)”

Table of Hours

Twice a day, from sixteen to seventeen, and from twenty-one to twenty-two, the single mighty organism breaks up into separate cells; these are the Personal Hours designated by the Table.

I have read and heard many incredible things about those times when people still lived in a free, i.e., unorganized, savage condition. But most incredible of all, it seems to me, is that the state authority of that time, no matter how rudimentary, could allow men to live without anything like our Table, without obligatory walks, without exact regulation of mealtimes, getting up and going to bed (…)

And wasn’t it absurd that the state could leave sexual life without any semblance of control? … Totally unscientific, like animals. (..) fail to establish such thing as our Maternal and Paternal Norms.

(…) handed in my pink coupon, and received the certificate permitting me to lower the shades. This right is only granted on sexual days. At all other times we live behind our transparent walls that seem woven of gleaming air we are always visible, always washed in light. We have nothing to conceal from one another. Besides, this makes much easier the difficult and noble task of the Guardians. For who knows what might happen otherwise? Perhaps it was precisely those strange, opaque dwellings of the ancients that gave rise to their paltry cage psychology.

One of the ancient sages said a clever thing accidentally of course. “Love and Hunger rule the world.” Ergo: to conquer the world, man must conquer its rulers. Our forebears succeeded, at heavy cost, in conquering Hunger; I am speaking of the Great Two Hundred Years’ War, the war between the city and the village (…) But in the year 85 before the founding of One State, our present food, a petroleum product, was developed. True, only 0.2 of the earth’s population survived the war.

Is it not clear, however, that bliss and envy are the numerator and denominator of the fraction called happiness? And what sense would there be in the countless sacrifices of the Great Two Hundred Years’ War, if reasons for envy still remain in our life?

Naturally, having conquered Hunger (algebraically, by the sum total of external welfare), the One State launched its attack against the other ruler of the world called Love. And finally this elemental force was also subjugated, organized and reduced to mathematical order. (…) “Each number has a right to any other number, as to a sexual commodity.”

Since then it has been only a matter of technology. You are carefully examined in the laboratories of the Sexual Department; the exact content of sexual hormones in your blood is determined, and you are provided with an appropriate Table of sexual days. After that, you declare that on your sexual days u wish to use number so-and-so, and you receive your book of coupons (pink). And that’s all.

This word has survived only as a poetic metaphor; the chemical composition of this substance is unknown to us.  

Clearly, this leaves no possible reasons for envy; the denominator of the happiness fraction is reduced to zero, and the fraction is transformed into a magnificent infinity. And so what to the ancients was the source of innumerable stupid tragedies has been reduced to a harmonious, pleasant, and useful function of the organism (…) hence you see how the great power of logic purifies everything it touches.

“Liberation?” Amazing, the extent to which criminal instincts persist in human nature. (…) when man’s freedom equals zero, he commits no crimes. The only means of ridding man of crime is ridding him of freedom.


Sth similar was experienced by the ancients during their “religious services”. But they worshipped their own irrational, unknown God; we serve our rational and precisely known one. (…) We offer a sacrifice to our God, the One State, a calm, reasoned, sensible sacrifice.

Every number has to report to the Office of the Guardians within 48 hours.

Membranes: camouflaged, installed on very street to record conversations for the OG.

Everyone who poisons himself with nicotine or alcohol is “ruthlessly destroyed” by the One State.

Dream = Irrational

Irrational values were growing thru everything solid, familiar, three-dimensional, and instead of firm, polished planes I was surrounded by gnarled, shaggy things…

“I am saddened to see that, instead of a harmonious and strict mathematical poem in honor of the One State, I am producing some sort of a fantastic adventure novel.”

The Operational Section: physicians, under the Benefactor. (developed 5 centuries ago)
Gas Bell: torturing tool (a mouse is placed under a glass jar and an air pump rarefies the air inside, serving “a noble end, safeguards the security of the One State, the happiness of millions”)

Man ceased to be a savage only when we had built the Green Wall, when we had isolated our perfect mechanical world from the irrational, hideous world of trees, birds, animals…

à Irrationality is frowned upon and Reason prevails.

Everything great is simple; only the four rules of arithmetic are eternal and immutable. And only an ethic built on the 4 rules can be great, immutable, and eternal. This is the ultimate wisdom, the summit of the pyramid, which people, flushed with perspiration, kicking and gasping, have been climbing for centuries.

Unanimity Day: the “great holiday” (=Easter), annual election of Benefactor. This is entirely unlike the disorderly, disorganized election of the ancients, when the very results of elections were unknown beforehand. Building a state on entirely unpredictable eventualities, blindly, what can be more senseless?

Elections themselves are mainly symbolic. The history of the One State knows of no occasion when even a single voice dared to violate the majestic unison.

MEPHI = Name of the world beyond the Green Wall (ppl wearing fur, hiding in woods)

There r 2 forces: entropy and energy. Entropy: blissful quietude and happy equilibrium (worshipped by “our ancestors, the Christians”). Energy: destruction of equilibrium (“We”).

But the heart is nothing but an ideal pump; compression, shrinkage, the sucking in of fluid by a pump are technical absurdities. It is clear how essentially preposterous, unnatural and morbid are the “loves”, “pities”, and all other nonsense that cause such compressions!

“How can there be a final revolution? There is no final revolution; revolutions are infinite (just as there is no largest number)” (I-330)

IMAGINATION=Sickness-> Triple X-ray to remove imagination-> Great Operation

“Reason must prevail.”


Summary:

The mathematician, Builder of Integral (a spaceship to go onto other planets and conquer them), D-503, his lover 0-90 and poet friend R-13.

This state itself is built with transparent walls (glass), easy for surveillance by the Office of Guardians.

Table of Hours to designate fixed time for activities. Sexual days with pink coupon, sex with any number registered.

He fell for I-330, who wages a revolution against the One State, for the world beyond the Green Wall. Met at Ancient House.

He had dreams which he took that for falling ill since dreams=irrationality.

D-503 and I-330 plans to seize the Integral at 12 after locking all the ppl into the dining room, but the plan failed since the U lady who works at the entrance to register ins and outs of the building, betrayed them (showed the notes to the State).

D-503 had talk with Benefactor, and found out that he was only being used.

He confessed to S, a Guardian officer, yet S was also part of the Mephi.

He went for the Great Operation and gave I-330 in to the One State.
She and the others involved were put to Gas Bell torture and afterwards to the Benefactor’s Machine. D-503 concluded: Reason must prevail.